Moods

Time although it doesn't really exist in the universe, seems to be working against me in mine.

Another birthday is approaching and physically I feel more strained. 

(Ive been reading Bukowski again so I might need to go on a good rant...My world is so good and with so much promise, albeit it seems slightly diluted...no booze, no weed, no concerts, no unpredictability... my adrenaline constantly being blocked by this fucking medication)

There I feel slightly liberated in the moment here...

Teaching is a strenuous job physically and mentally, and I can definitely say that after three years of delivering the education...I'm tired.

I'm conflict free and life is good in so many ways, I really shouldn't complain.

My photography continues to save my soul everyday. My marriage is going swimmingly. 

I love my life...however on my last day off I feel like complaining about something...You know the feeling?

This is why I meditate...this inability to just be and enjoy the moment.

I'm off to enjoy nature...maybe that will help with my mood...