Thursday, April 29, 2010

Synchrodestiny and Soul Mates

I am reading two books at the same time right now. "The Spontaneous Fulfillment of Desire" by Deepak Chopra and "The Power To Change Everything" by Yehuda Berg. Pretty heady spiritual stuff but they do seem to be fitting into my head and soul in a convenient and yet implausible type of way.

The Chopra book is talking about being able to harness the power of coincidences to
your advantage. He talks about Quantum leaps and experiments such as the famous one where a man was in an isolated laboratory room, and when he was sexually aroused his spermatozoa isolated in a room many yards away started to react, just as energy will react at exactly the same time millions of miles across the universe. Why do inventors suddenly create a world changing invention within hours of each other at different locations around the world....because of the collective, non-local mind.

The Berg book talks about the similarities at the core between all the major religions on earth and how we are all connected. Nothing outside of us will change in terms of environment and war and crime etc...nothing outside of us will change until each of us change ourselves on an individual level and get rid of our egos and restrict our selfish desires, and learn how to share without expecting a pat on the back.

Deep stuff, but something that is very needed in my life. I need to know that my actions do effect other people. Cause and effect. If I put out the energy of love and forgiveness and sharing, I can expect better and more honest results in return. I can't force anybody to accept my embrace, help and affection though, unless they are ready. I respect other people's boundaries and I know that with the right intention, it will work out in the long run. I am seeing this daily, minute by minute. It is far from being easy and flowing yet, however, I am working on it. Meditation is a big factor in this development, and I would be lying if I said I was good at it. I am a beginner at quieting my mind and asking for help.

I could talk about some amazing changes in thinking and in a specific relationship that are taking place but I don't want to verbalize it before the real manifestation. In other words, and to not use the buzz words, I don't want to jinx anything!

Monday, March 29, 2010

The best friend

Earth hour was observed by so few that it made me think that people of my generation are so caught up in there ego's, and their need to acquire more stuff.........that we have a massive problem that will never change unless there is a radical natural disaster or spirituality is somehow embraced by the masses.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Patchouli and moving on

New apartment gives me a sense of comfort as well as did the patchouli soap a friend gave me.Hallways still resemble scenes from the Shining and when I said to the landlord "nice day" and it was a gorgeous day, he replied "what so nice about it", which is not a good thing. New home front is good. Interesting people walking around, all though I may just be too damn old too connect with any of them, I can't stop them in the street anyway. There is always the coffee shop but nobody talks to anybody they don't know in this city. Strange,they used to call it Toronto the good.

Going forward with placing an ad to help my friend in Quebec recruit people for his wonderful detox center in the mountains. Writing this film, thinking about teaching children again, as well as taking a course on editing.. But still falling apart. Missing this old girlfriend still and the person that I thought would be spending time with me more went back to Slovakia. Hey, life is not always like a bowl of cherries or patchouli. Talking to a couple of old old friends, this is great, but slightly dangerous. I folded with a straight flush when my father looked into my eyes and that kind of says it all.

Friday, March 5, 2010

Liberation

FROM THE HOSPITAL ROOM AS I WAS WAITING FOR A HEART OPERATION AND LITERALLY CHAINED TO THE BED


LIBERATION

SPACES
Between subordinate sunshine
CHANCES
Mixed
The Rain Dance Missed
Grace and Humility
Purples and Greys
Flying


Dirty Waterfalls
Hopelessly
Media Free
Hyperbolic Honesty Suspended
Nourishment Abandoned
GLORIOUS BARREN BRAVERY

Digging in
DIGGING THROUGH
Excavating a beautiful young SPIRIT

A KISS
MY Death
Your sweet sweet REBIRTH
Simultaneous and joyful release

Then FINALLY
The indefinable
TIME
The other, the STRANGER
Spaceless Touch
BURNING AND MYSTERIOUS
Forever
ON the TIP of our Tongues

Saturday, September 27, 2008