Saturday, July 21, 2012

When I am on my game I need to think inclusively...




When I am feeling the personal satisfaction of moving forward and accomplishing my goals, which usually involve prestige, honour, ego and vanity, I find myself using a different part of myself that doesn't really link to my real core, to what I am truly all about.  This is not the worst thing in the world and sometimes it is really useful in getting myself off my pensive ass and into another physical area of existence. It is very important provided that I see it for what it is. 
RL

By uniting with others, a person becomes similar to nature, which is entirely unified like a single organism. And when one puts oneself in balance with nature, in union with it, that person begins to feel the inner force that maintains all of nature, to sense its program and its course.
He begins to attain the laws that are hidden in nature, which could not be discovered with our previous egoistic sciences and research capabilities, since now he becomes different: integral. He begins to feel this, and a new sensory organ of integral perception awakens in him.
Through this sensory organ, a person enters a new state that fills him completely; moreover, it gives him an opportunity for infinite fulfillment, because here he is interfacing with the common force of the entire universe, with nature.
By the way, physicists and astronomers are already talking about it, since they feel this while working with the cosmic voids, laws, and motions. Just as a person who lives in the woods feels the forest and nature, similarly, many researchers begin to sense the overall force of nature. They are saying, “We feel that the entire universe is a thought, a conception, it is an inner program!” They cannot translate their sensations into the language of numbers and formulas, but they feel it.
And this program really does exist in nature since we’re developing and living within it, and it created everything around us. In other words, within nature is the force, which on the one hand, evokes all of development, and on the other, through its cause-and-effect influence on all parts of nature, it leads it towards a specific purpose, meaning that we can reveal this goal. And because now a person is no longer a passive element as it was before the present time while evolving inside nature as its still, vegetative, and animate parts, we are now entering a level of conscious development.
Thus, our whole challenge now is to discover the next level of existence. Then we will come to a completely new dimension, to a state where we’ll feel being above time and space; that is, we’ll come in accord with those forces that govern all of matter. We’ll discover them and be able to interact with them.
This is possible only through integrality, when we’ll join nature itself as its integral part, not devouring everything like a cancer, but interacting with it in balance and harmony. And because we’ll be included in nature by our own desire, deliberately, I would even say tenderly, striving to feel all of its hidden plans and forces, our mind will begin to develop now in accordance with the attainments that will be revealed to us. This is the next phase of human development.
M. Laitman


Wednesday, July 4, 2012

Wimbledon and losing my eyesight



Summer is in full swing.  Which means that Wimbledon is taking up a wee bit of my waking concentration and viewing attrition right now.  I have been watching this tournament for many years and it always delivers
in terms of tradition, the prestige factor and with just the right amount of nostalgia.


Right now I am watching Murray vs Ferrer which looks like it could be a marathon.  Murray has alot of English pressure on his shoulders to win it..The last English champion was Fred Perry in 1939.  Reminds me of the Toronto Maple Leafs phenomenon.


It always amazed me that Bjorn Borg retired at 26 years old..on top of his game and his life.  Isn't that ultimately what we all wish we could do.  The only issue would be...how would he ever live up to the passion and unbelievable prolificacy of his youth. (I feel for him)  I think for him that meant some dabbling in cocaine and throwing away alot of money on yachts and casinos..trying to recapture the adrenaline rush of the center court.


It's amazing that 30 years old is considered over the hill in Tennis and many sports.  Is this actually when the body starts breaking down? It reminds me of the old saying that woman reach their prime at 40 and men reach it somewhere near 20.  Sad, and amusing to me. A complete fallacy. Hey what about my very large and facile brain?  Who really cares.. she said.


I am on a healthy eating kick right now.  I am cutting out sugar and cheese and bread for a few weeks. Feels absolutely awful and I am starting to really despise the liquid called water.  How boring is this..Drink it all day and pee all night. Disgusting really.  However, let me preface this by saying that I have a goal that I am trying to accomplish and that I am using the usual leverage that is needed on my brain to get there.  Do you really want to deteriorate this fast? 


The bottom line is that I just want to be able to compete and to at least be in the  ballgame with the youth of today. I was reading a quote from Tom Cruise in playboy about the way he has lived his life.....


I have respect for what other people believe. What I believe in my own life is that it’s a search for how I can do things better, whether it’s being a better man or a better father or finding ways for myself to improve. Individuals have to decide what is true and real for them


What is real for me right now is that I don't want to fall apart physically anytime in the near future.  If I don't ..well then I can contribute effectively.

Another quote I love that made me laugh is by one of my favorite authors: Augusten Burroughs...

“I myself am made entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions.” 
― Augusten BurroughsMagical Thinking: True Stories

This quote seems a little bit more online with my real self. 

Murray is losing the first set already. The usual expectation and disappointment cycle is starting to roll.

Rick